On my mind….

I’ve been very busy lately with work and life, but have wrapped myself in a cocoon of music the entire time.  Here a few lines from songs I’ve been playing, singing and ruminating on for the last few weeks and months.

(I left out Dragula by Rob Zombie because that is only when I’m in a “Fuck You” mood.

– Dig through the ditches, burn through the witches. Slam in the back of my Dragula-   “Freak” rock about the Munster’s car, gotta love it.   SHIT, so much for leaving it out.  If you don’t like it…Fuck you!  Hahahaha

  • People fall in love in mysterious ways.  Maybe just the touch of a hand. 
  • I’ll be the greatest fan of your life.
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  • Something about you now, I can’t quite figure out. Everything she does is beautiful. Everything she does is right….. And I don’t know why I can’t keep my eyes off of you.
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  • What a wicked thing to say, you never felt this way. What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you.
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  • But girl you make it hard to be faithful, With the lips of an angel.
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  • All the miles that separate, disappear now when I’m dreamin’ of your face.  I’m here without you baby, but you’re still on my lonely mind.

     –  Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you Hate me in ways Yeah,

        ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

 

  • I can see through you, See to the real you.
  • If I go crazy then will you still Call me Superman (or Batman)  
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  • And I don’t want the world to see me ‘Cause I don’t think that they’d understand When everything’s made to be broken I just want you to know who I am

Tunes:

Ed Sheeran – Thinking Out Loud

Edwin McCain – I’ll Be

Lifehouse – You and Me

Hinder – Lips of an Angel

Chris Isaak – Wicked Game

3 Doors Down – Here Without You

Blue October – Hate Me

Stained – Ouside

3 Doors Down – Kryptonite

Goo Goo Dolls – Iris

“Horny” – A Parody

Re-written by: Weird “nottooold2” Yanksalot

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It might seem crazy what I’m about to say

Sunshine she’s here, she’s gonna get a spank

I’ve a big hard shaft that should be right in her mouth

Maybe pull her hair, because she likes it that way

[Chorus:]

Because I’m horny

Jack along if you feel like a fuck without a rule, Because I’m horny

Stroke along if you feel like cumming is for you, Because I’m horny

Rub along if you know what fingers do to you, Because I’m horny

Fuck along if you feel like that’s what you wanna do

[Verse 2:]

Here come bad girls talking this and that, yeah,

Well, give me all you got, and don’t hold it back, yeah,

Well, I should probably warn you I will smack your ass, yeah,

No offense to you, but I’ll teach you respect

Here’s why

[Chorus]

Because I’m horny

Jack along if you feel like a fuck without a rule, Because I’m horny

Stroke along if you feel like cumming is for you, Because I’m horny

Rub along if you know what fingers do to you, Because I’m horny

Fuck along if you feel like that’s what you wanna do

Hey, cum on

[Bridge:]

(horny)

You’ll go down

On your knees, right down

Your hands wrapped ‘round my thighs

I’ll go down

Down on you,  down I said

(let me tell you now)

We’ll go down

Cum so much we’ll almost drown

My cock is so high

Baby go down

Swallow it all girl, take it all down

I said

[Chorus ]

Because I’m horny

Jack along if you feel like a fuck without a rule, Because I’m horny

Stroke along if you feel like cumming is for you, Because I’m horny

Rub along if you know what fingers do to you, Because I’m horny

Fuck along if you feel like that’s what you wanna do

Hey, cum on

(horny)

You’ll go down… and get something…

I’ll go down… wet between your thighs…

We’ll go down… a little naughty something…

You’ll go down, I said

(let me tell you now)

Cum on

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A special THANK YOU to bruisedbelly for the idea to write this as a way of making something annoying more enjoyable.  She also came up with the pseudonym, which was a stroke of genius. Thanks BB for the idea and the moniker.  🙂

Who wants to live forever

Highlander

Queen

QUEEN
“Who Wants To Live Forever”

There’s no time for us,
There’s no place for us,
What is this thing that builds our dreams, yet slips away from us.

Who wants to live forever,
Who wants to live forever…..?
There’s no chance for us,
It’s all decided for us,
This world has only one sweet moment set aside for us.

Who wants to live forever,
Who dares to love forever,
When love must die.

But touch my tears with your lips,
Touch my world with your fingertips,
And we can have forever,
And we can love forever,
Forever is our today,
Who wants to live forever,
Who wants to live forever,
Forever is our today,
Who waits forever anyway?

I love this song. The tempo, the feel, everything. AND, as some of you may know, it’s on the Highlander soundtrack. “It won the academy award for best movie ever made.” – Ricky Bobby 🙂

WTF? – BFS!

Not “What”, but WHO?!!

A simple request
asked innocently
I sometimes forget
please re-mind me

A big fucking snake
key words, not boast
Wake up that morning
Oh shit, it’s a post

Reading I smile
the words how they flow
big silly smile
how did I know?

Late the next night
laying in bed
thoughts of our dance
played in my head

Thinking of lines
to sway she and I
“Big Fucking Snake”
leaps in my minds eye

Head on my pillow
now I can’t sleep
mess with my head
she’s a pretty cool creep

But Who (in) The Fuck
gives such a reminder?
There can only be one
It HAD to be her

P50

Creed – “Weathered” (partial)

I lie awake on a long, dark night
I can’t seem to tame my mind
Slings and arrows are killing me inside
Maybe I can’t accept the life that’s mine
No I can’t accept the life that’s mine

Simple living is my desperate cry
Been trading “love” with indifference yeah it suits me just fine
I try to hold on but I’m calloused to the bone
Maybe that’s why I feel alone
Maybe that’s why I feel alone

Me..I’m rusted and weathered
Barely holding together
I’m covered with skin that peels and it just won’t heal

Excerpt from a Creed tune. My oldest son and I were just sitting around playing guitar and singing…. this tune came up. It sums up how I felt for a long time. Things are much better now, thankfully. 🙂 Music and kids are great, but music WITH your own kids is fantastic.

P12

Not sure if this is a poem, lyrics or a just a bunch of random words and thoughts thrown together. So I might as well classify it as all of the above, Right??? This one was Absinthe AND Sweetie inspired just like “Beautiful Is”. I’ve actually decided to lay off the booze. It’s started to make me mean lately and that never used to happen. But in the past 5 months I just get ornery. Maybe there’s a correlation between Sweeties new boy, my drinking and my disposition. Ya think?

Wish I were the man you needed me to be
Instead of the man I am
You could be so happy if I weren’t around
But you need me there with you
Yes you need me near to you
Sometimes distance isn’t measured off in miles
But the miles sure make it hard
Babe you know that I’ve got chain around my heart
But you need me there with you
Yes you need me touching you
I’ve got obligations I just can’t let go
They define me as a man
It’s not easy when your heart is split in two
You have needs, but they do too
I have dreams, but so do you
Life will always give you what you need
Not always what you want
I know this isn’t what you wanted me to say
We’ll be together some fine day
It just cannot be today
Babe you know I love you true
Yes you know that I love you
Never doubt that I love you

P11

So after that last post I thought maybe it would be fun to toss up some lyrics from an old (80’s) tune. It pertains to Sweetie’s self image battle and how regardless of the way she sees herself, I see the real her… The Frigging A-Maze-Ing HER. 😛

“But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that’s why I love you”

Lyrics by: Tom Kelly, John Kenneth Wetton, Billy Steinberg
Sung by: Cindi Lauper

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Yeah, yeah… it has a country feel to it. What of it!!?? ;P

“Pleasure & Pain”

It sure wasn’t perfect
But lord it was special
Sweet love to die for
Kept so confidential
But she couldn’t wait
She couldn’t take the strain

Now the whiskey & beer seem to help with my pain
But they don’t stop the teardrops from falling like rain
Now I’m sitting here drowning
Drowning in pleasure and pain

My sweet baby left
She found someone new
Says that she’s happy
And I make her blue
Losing her has made a strong man go insane

So the whiskey & beer seem to help with my pain
But they don’t stop the teardrops from falling like rain
Now I’m sitting here drowning
Drowning in pleasure and pain

Her memory haunts me
Her voice calls my name
I loved her and hurt her
Too deep to explain
My wonderful baby won’t be the same

Now the whiskey & beer seem to help with my pain
But they don’t stop the teardrops from falling like rain
Now I’m sitting here drowning
Drowning in pleasure and pain

Her smile is like sunshine
So bright and so warm
I squandered a future
Wrapped up in her arms
But she won’t let me know she knows (ahhh, but she knows)

So the whiskey & beer seem to help with my pain
But they don’t stop my teardrops from falling like rain
Now I’m sitting here drowning
Drowning in pleasure and pain

I wish her well
There in her new life
With a hole in my heart
Cuz she should have been my wife
I’ll just have to live with all my mistakes

And the whiskey & beer seem to help with my pain
Yet they can’t stop my teardrops from falling like rain
Yeah I’m sitting here drowning
Drowning in pleasure and pain
Babe I’m sitting here drowning
Drowning in pleasure and pain
You deserve pleasure and I deserve all of this pain