HATE

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Hate
I hate what HE did to you

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I hate how you see yourself because of HIM

Hate
I hate that HE poisoned your mind

Hate
I hate that HE took your innocence

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I hate that HE damaged your self-worth

Hate
I hate that YOU accept it as your lot in life

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I hate that YOU see yourself as a pretty piece of furniture

Hate
I hate that YOU feel it is your role

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I hate that YOU are eye candy for fancy people

Hate
I hate that YOU don’t see your true worth

Hate
I hate that I failed you

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I hate that I allow this to happen

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I hate that my weakness became your excuse

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I hate that I let you go

Hate
I hate all of these things

But….
I will never hate YOU

21 thoughts on “HATE

  1. I feel so weak crying reading this… It’s an amazing piece, highly emotional and vulnerable. I wish someone would write or say something like this for me 😥 x

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    • Tragic, someday you WILL meet someone in your life who will say something like this. SOMEDAY you will find someone who will care, and will love, and will pick up your broken pieces and look at them just like they are the most precious gems in the world. SOMEDAY that will happen. UNTIL then, you have to think of YOURSELF that way!!!! YOU owe it to you and to that person you will meet someday. I know it is hard. I KNOW!! Someday can take a very long time, but you are worth it, and you have to know that, believe that and project that. Got it girl. Now fix that crown, hold up your head and kill it!!

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      • Is there any wonder why I think BB is so fucking amazing??
        Tragic, do your best to listen to BB. She’s a frigging Rock Star. Well, not really, but you know what I mean. 😀
        BTW, so are you even if you don’t feel like one sometimes.

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      • Then rock on baby, rock on!!!
        I catch the riff you’re laying down. LOL

        *** Please tell me you wear leather pants on stage (and off stage). Please…….

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      • I thought I’d found my someone, I know I have. But he’s making me feel like this all over again, and he doesn’t even mean to. However, I might not be able to see my value, but I will not let someone else break me down. Not again. I’ve made myself weak to their needs and wants, but I can’t cope with it anymore. I’m not there for someone else to use, I know that much. But, it’s changing my actions, and the way I see the other person, that is hurting. I’d sooner be hurt than hurt someone else, and if I change how I am, I may lose this person for good… I need to decide what’s more important, myself and risk losing him, or breaking down/keeping and losing myself. I know the answer, now I need to act upon it…

        If it wasn’t for you and nottooold2, I don’t think I’d have even got this far. So thank you both x

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    • Regardless of who it was written for or about, read it as YOU need to. 🙂 It was in fact written about someone else as a way for me to work through an internal struggle, but you did cross my mind at one point during the process. Fact.

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      • I did at first, then I thought to myself that whoever you care for this much is, in their own way, lucky to have someone care like this…

        I don’t know how to respond to that… other than simply thank you for telling me 🙂 x

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      • I am going to tell you something that you and only a handful of other people will understand.
        She does not feel lucky that I care this much. She feels angry, frustrated and unworthy of it. Which causes her to push away. Yet my feelings remain because that is what love is. Unconditional. Even if it is unrequited.

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  2. All of these comments make me smile. Tragic, you know what to do, you just need to act on it, and that girl is the hardest part. I KNOW, trust me I KNOW. I still have trouble every single day. It’s life.

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    • I know. And life can suck. But, I know there’s something worth it. I just have to keep going until I find that something x

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  3. I understand where she’s coming from. If you feel unworthy of care it does make you mad when someone tries to love you. But she is lucky, hopefully one day she will see that.

    Just as I’m lucky to have met(?) you and BB at the time I did 🙂 I don’t know where I’d be right now without the help/support you two have given, but I sure as hell know I wouldn’t be sat here able to talk the way I am :/ x

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    • I understand completely. Not sure if that is “good” difficult or “bad” difficult. I hope “good”.
      It was almost an angry write. Not at “her”, at myself mostly. This subject is difficult for a host of reasons.
      Thank you for the comment. I appreciate it very much.

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